Lonely tears

September 6th, 2009

Lonely tears
Ask how face, pass by day together once I? The lonely tears flow for you, flow for myself too!
At long night of winter, it is really so cold.
One rolls up in the corner of the office building, the tired out body is bent over on the desk, heart limitlessly ice-cold, companion one position strong vertebra of heart ache, sweat bedew dress.
The tear, one drop, two drops do not shed the eye socket consciously, ever think that does not mind by oneself, I who ever never admit defeat can’t help to one’s own and thorough despair. Think about over the years, in day passing by alone, the happiness that no silk remembers and yearning, some are only the cold and millet making me absolutely horrified!
The cold wind attacks, I have seized the clothes closely.
Lighting a cigarette, I smoke two suddenly, dense strong smoke chocks so that I rise from several the Venus. The smog curls up, look at the wan and sallow eyes in the mirror, I have shaken the head helplessly.
Before hoping farther and farther, just closer and closer to reality.
Numb life, in life that twist, have to be subdued by so cruel reality. Dull and dull life, cavity but pointless existence, in the face of so cruel reality, I nearly think of the sneer at the top of one’s voice.
Conduct oneself in society calmly, smile in life correctly, only cheat the lie that oneself does not change; Care about in the least, ignore Shi Yu, it is paralysis that pursue only clock fanatic heart of new student only.  speech
Each, two steps,it is the all over the place it there is eye walk at strange strange street, look by strange mental state up and down ‘ careful ‘, such and such, like this like this! Realistic life is merely mediocre, can not find true feelings and ideal, some only struggle and swindle.
Will He go, He Cong?
Stand at the crossroad in life: Crowd surge, I have lost the direction of advance.
Over-evaluate the love on earth, or has underestimated the material?
, with loving, with the future in the past, reality and dream, insisted and compromised in love. ?

“My all the time very serious life, unavoidable to become ignorant while remembering tomorrow and have no measure eventually. “

Why take living among agony people

September 6th, 2009

Why take living among agony people
Can not be happy why people live? ? ? ? Being always perplexed by the thing of the emotion ~~~~~Really very irritated! ! ! ! It live people for the happy,just in happiness? ? That why so? ? Is it interesting? ? ? ? ? Everybody has one’s own feelings. But why ~~~~~~~~Really very gloomy.

A little numb now, correctly ” The love ” Numb. In fact, I do not know oneself the feeling to him can be regarded as ” the love ” . Someone says I am too realistic. “Why choose to stay with him? ”

“His attitude towards life is still good. ” I say. speech

“Because are others good and so together so? Do you love? ”

I, there are no languages.

Do not I really know I really calculate and love his feeling? ? The friend always says I am silly ~~Say I am too childish ~~Thoughtless ~~~Why on earth have clear love at all the matter? ? ? He always says too little Laszo! Have not determined the nature yet ~~When then it can be regarded as  ……..

Each I ask you until what time not feeling is I you refuse issue to answer me always! Then how do I think you let? ? ? Have not you changed to that kind of love that can not say of mine all the time? ? ? You let I what is to be done? ? The family? ? ? Is it really a question? ? You say that can consider the question of the family! I have ever considered too! It is really am I too young perhaps ~~Not still as overall as what you considered! ! But I really love you! You can not deny this!

Celebrate the New Year! The new year comes! I really hope you can say a word to me! Really hope very much! Even if even if a short a word is even good ~~~Face our thing again! OK? ? ? Two people good do you think? ? Though you have not said anything to me! What commitment is not made to me either! But the feeling that you love me existed not? ? ? Why not go to face? ? So difficult to have? ? Want to see you for you, for want, listen to you to the what that I can not forget all one’s life that I talk, in order to let you feel better in the heart some ……… Nothing matter for you and me.

My dear, I love you. You rest assured I will love you, though I do not guarantee to love you all one’s life, but the life that I will use up me loved you. The love that because does not have all one’s life because I do not guarantee anything either! Just love you ~~~~~

Hello world!

September 4th, 2009

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